I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Saturday, May 1, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"Stupid people deserve me sticking out my tongue at them"
Okay so...you would think that people nowadays would be getting smarter and stuff right? Nope. Instead us humans are such arrogant, little rebels who are major critics. I mean, I gotta tell ya these stories just as a back up you know? lol. Anyway, so first of all, I remember that about like last year my mom attempted to help me with my fundraising and shit...even though I didn't really care for it that much it was only to just help out for prom but she comes home and I asked her how much she sold and she said only a couple since people like...give her dirty looks and stuff like that just because she asked and so I was like "why???" then of course, it was the whole thing about the economy. WELL SHIT. Why the hell are you people gettin mad at her?! It's not her fault that she's having to do this for her kids, because SOME company wants to manipulate kids who go to school and use them to help get people to buy their SHIZ!!! GAWD. GET WITH THE PROGRAM. I would've told their asses off for real. Another thing, people are just such...dumb shoppers nowadays...okay so...when you're BIG...and OLD...you don't shop for sexy lingerie okay?? Don't even think about touching them if they don't even look like they're your size! NO OFFENSE but we think that's really inappropriate! No one wants to see that or imagine that nasty krap. So then, my mom has a friend, in which she denies to be her best friend because she's ..um...on the ditzy level LOL....I know that's mean but it's true. My mom tells me how she shops and supposedly she shops for clothes that are pretty expensive...and you know what I said to my dad? I said "omg her clothes and style aren't even that great...its not even pretty! why would you waste your money on expensive clothing when you already have a bad sense of style?!?!" stupid................
Anyway....my now...EX....idk what to do with him....I know he wants to get back with me and stuff...but I don't think so....plus if I don't I know he'll go around flirting with other girls and shit. And start touching them and feeling them and kissing them. SOOOO FOGET THAT! I'm not gonna deny it, I still have feelings for him...alot I guess...but if I was to tell anybody they'd all punch me in the face. Or tell me I'm stupid. REALLY stupid. Thanks...ergh...it's like I really wanna see him make a move on another girl so I can just tell his ass off, but then again I don't wanna get jealous and I just fuckin' HATE that feeling where my heart aches and then my entire chest and head starts burning up as if I'm about to melt ....ugh...because that's exactly how I feel when I find out that I'm BETRAYED.