I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Friday, June 25, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"Not gonna deal with any of this BS"
I'll just stop from now. I'll stop. I really need to stop for real. I don't need to to be talking to them anymore. That should be a promise to myself too. I don't need to be focusing so much on guys that it's nearly ruining me, I'm GOING to listen to my auntie!!! I'm not gonna put up with any BS, starting as of today. I need to start going with what I say and promise myself. We (as in just me, my mind, and imagination) all know that when he says "out of the country" he means he's going over there to see and visit her, .....watch this vow be over with after July is over....Guess we just won't talk for an entire month. I'm down with that, I just need to get over him 0_0 I shouldn't have liked anybody anymore...blah...No more with him, no more with the other guy either. I'm alone and independent from now on. Afterall, why am I just gonna let them use me like that? Why? Shit I just feel like I've been lied to and used the entire time, what the hell?!?! Okayy, I was planning on pulling an all-nighter since I'm just...so freakin' pissed well not really...but more of mad, sad, and depressed right now but I'm not freakin' gonna go emo about it and put my skin & beauty at risk!! Can my love life go downhill any further? With that to answer, yes, it can, it can go as deep into the depths of hell as much as it may want to. T__T I don't care, to hell with love and relationships wtf. Ugh. I just need to focus on being single and being a proud asian LOL REPRESENTIN!! pahaha. There's just only one room for a gift now....for Mr. Right. I'm gonna get only one gift but....I'm not gonna consider it as getting it for them but more of as...getting it and saving it for Mr. Right.
Can't believe I fell for this BS. I feel like a fool.