I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Friday, June 18, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"What does it mean to prove your love to somebody?"
That line came up right at the top of my head....but I swear I could've used it somewhere before 0_0 PAHA I'd laugh if I already used that on my blog lollllll! I wish my hair would cooperate with me everyday...that way I don't have to worry about it sticking up in some odd places, my hair isn't all that anyway -__- I'm just waiting for the rest of the layers to grow long! I'm starting to grow impatient and I really wanna dye my hair again >.< I might become addicted xD That's bad though....My stomach hurts so bad right now...it's like I took some medicine but it doesn't look like it's working whatsoever....Bleh...
Other than my body problems =/ I'm just leaving the whole "love-life" situation aside for right now.
I really miss him and I wanna say 'bogoshipda...oppa..." .....xD haha so cornyy and korean-drama-ish. Anywayy...yeah I don't need to worry about things like that anyway, not at this moment in time though. I really hope he doesn't change his feelings by the time the date comes....I'm not gonna worry anyway, and as for the other dude, he can flirt all he wants to I don't care anymore lol. Honestly. haha. But for the other one, ahh...I love talking to him...it's like he puts me in a world full of no worries and I can just feel like I have all of this power, strength, hope, and faith that builds up inside of me and all of a sudden I'm charged up to get ready to face anything....wow...it's like so amazing and magical that I can't even word it right!! xD That's just how kool he is :) I get lost in my words haha wth cheesy...But I feel like I have something to fight for and get through with...like it's like...I need to do all of this and get through all of this for his sake you know? BLEH OK i'll stop before it gets outta hand LOL.