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The Girl


About Me::.
name:: Sophitia
bday:: 3/27
height:: 157cm
weight:: 45kg
ethnicity:: Asian/Viet&proud!
place:: Kansas
Other::
I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff, I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/. I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol. People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage & confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know. My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time, but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]

Email : Ask me, maybe i'll give it 2 you.

Cravings


LOVES

-Pandas♥
-Hello Kitty(Sanrio!)
-My Cousin
-Traveling -Asian Music
-Asian horror movies
-Asian dramas
-FOOD (esp. asian food)
-Siberian huskies<3
-Turkish Angoras<3
-BaBu Bear(morning glory!)
-Writing Novels
-Blogging
-Drawing
-SoBe
-Playing diabolo
-Videogames
-Final Fantasy
-Kingdom Hearts
-Singing
-Modeling
-Shopping!!(esp. w/ cousin!)
-Fall&Winter
-Fashion
-Makeup
-Sweets
-Fobby Stuff ^_^
-Ulzzangs&UlzzangStyle!
-My Buddies
-Helping ppl out
-Anime;Vampire Knight<3
-Manga

DISLIKES
-Liars
-Insects
-Dolls
-Fakers/posers
-Rude, disrespectful ppl
-Ppl who start drama
-Gossipers
-'know-it-alls'
-Show offs
-Stuck ups
-Bossy ppl
-Racist ppl/Racism
-Discrimination
-Judgemental ppl
-Narrow-minded ppl
-Haterz
-Copycatters
-Nosy Ppl
-Preps&those 'kind' of girls
-Balloons
-Loud noises
-Cramped places
-The Dark

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Friday, June 25, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

"As parents, you gave me more scars than any guy ever had in my entire life"

I may sound selfish for saying this, but all of this comes truly from the heart.
I really do appreciate all the things that my parents have done for me, or HAVE TRIED to do for me.
Honestly though, most of the times, they've done nothing but scar me.
Trapping me inside this house like I'm a worthless prisoner, I don't have any power or control over my life or how I want to live my life, I just wish there was somebody to set me free from this horrid cage. At first I thought I had found the guy that would help me, but he wasn't the one...and then the other one, his heart belongs somewhere else obviously =/ and for the OTHER OTHER one...he's just too busy worried about himself and all the other girls he enjoys talking to and flirting with. No one can save me now, if only there was a miracle...but then I'd just be crazy to be thinking that.
I know you care about me and worry about me, but is this the way to treat me in reality?
Do you even know what you're doing to me and do you even know how much this has affected me or IS going to affect me? Thanks alot. I hardly have any freedom and everyday I'm suffering from breathing the same air and dust inside this damn house every single day and I can't even leave the house when I want to, I cannot wait 'till I turn 18 and I think by that time, I don't think you'll be of much help to me either since all you're going to do is lecture me about how I'm still too young to even be doing whatever the hell I want. I just want to prove to you that I can do it, learn more about life on the outside, learn more of what I want to do in life if you let me out of this damn contraption of hell! That I can make it without being trapped inside this damn house 24/7. I'm starting to get so sick and tired of being bored all the time, I just wanna fall asleep in a long coma, as long as I want it to be, as to where I'm my own world...full of endless dreams, fantasies and eternal bliss and where I'm free to do whatever I want and actually be ABLE to be happy. I'm not going to let you control my life or my happiness, even if that means I DIE. I'm sure enough done with this and I have my mind set on the fact that I'll prove to them that I can make it through with all this without their CONTROL over my life! I think that them controlling my life is what is holding me back right now...holding me back from everything, the reason for my illness, the reason for my insecurities, the reason for my stupidity, EVERYTHING. I just wanna find that one person, and run away with them,..run away from life and just live a happy life. BLEH...but I gotta consider MY own happiness and life first before I even think about my future "partner" since it's WAY too early for that krap. I'll do whatever I can.

Believe me.
Watch over me, my guardian angel. Please.
Please...somebody save me...



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