I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Friday, June 25, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"Looks like my 2 different lives are taking 2 different opposite turns"
SUCCESS in getting a higher score on the ACT than last time!!! YES. I will probably be getting that iPod Touch now, AND a new cell :D :D :D DAMN I'm sooo happy right now!!! But booo I gotta vacuum & fold laundry tonite, it's all good though, I'll be leaving in a week! Bleh things are turning out better and better in my ...whatcha ma call it... "Lonely, family-life" xD but on the other hand...my love-life is going down the drain, but I should just put it to the side anyway, so like it matters! Plus, I always feel like I'm just the rebound anyway....like as if I'm being used by them just because the other girl is TOO far away from them. Oh well, I'll let them decide. I'll just stop talking to them for awhile. :) HEHEHEHE. >=] I guess I'll still buy them gifts and stuff, and for my best friend too. I'll just give the gift to my best friend first, and then if they prove worthy of their feelings to me...I'll give it to them. So yep. Everything won't be determined until 2011 anywayy. I just can't wait to get my own car also! AND DAMN...I forgot to show them the pics of the cars hahaha fail.
I'm starting to really like River Monsters!! Jeremy Wade IS SOOOO SUPER DI-DUPER KOOOL! xD Tonite at 10!! HEHEHE.
Gotta get my krap done tonite though, and then tomorrow, some more driving/parking lessons with my dad, and then off to go buy my foreign friend a gift for her farewell party!! :( Which will be on Sunday, but I sure as hell will be there. 6 days from Sunday, I'm off to Dallas & Arlington Texas babyyy, we'll be gone for an entire week! THENNN...I don't know what the hell I'll be doing afterwards...I don't even know if my parents will allow me to go out afterwards, THEY SHOULD! lol...no reason why they shouldn't. I think I'm gonna go catch fireflies with my auntie and best friend probably....it's what I wanna do. Can't wait to go shopping like crazyyyyy though, I should get something for my auntie too!! HEHEHE. Man bustin up on all the money... =/ xD I'm also wanting and hoping to get more piercings on my ears too x)
Guys, wish me luck, may my unknown, anonymous, but protective & loving guardian angel from above send me tons prayers & love ♥