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The Girl


About Me::.
name:: Sophitia
bday:: 3/27
height:: 157cm
weight:: 45kg
ethnicity:: Asian/Viet&proud!
place:: Kansas
Other::
I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff, I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/. I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol. People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage & confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know. My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time, but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]

Email : Ask me, maybe i'll give it 2 you.

Cravings


LOVES

-Pandas♥
-Hello Kitty(Sanrio!)
-My Cousin
-Traveling -Asian Music
-Asian horror movies
-Asian dramas
-FOOD (esp. asian food)
-Siberian huskies<3
-Turkish Angoras<3
-BaBu Bear(morning glory!)
-Writing Novels
-Blogging
-Drawing
-SoBe
-Playing diabolo
-Videogames
-Final Fantasy
-Kingdom Hearts
-Singing
-Modeling
-Shopping!!(esp. w/ cousin!)
-Fall&Winter
-Fashion
-Makeup
-Sweets
-Fobby Stuff ^_^
-Ulzzangs&UlzzangStyle!
-My Buddies
-Helping ppl out
-Anime;Vampire Knight<3
-Manga

DISLIKES
-Liars
-Insects
-Dolls
-Fakers/posers
-Rude, disrespectful ppl
-Ppl who start drama
-Gossipers
-'know-it-alls'
-Show offs
-Stuck ups
-Bossy ppl
-Racist ppl/Racism
-Discrimination
-Judgemental ppl
-Narrow-minded ppl
-Haterz
-Copycatters
-Nosy Ppl
-Preps&those 'kind' of girls
-Balloons
-Loud noises
-Cramped places
-The Dark

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Thursday, June 24, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

"Sorry that I can't give you more than what I have"

I realized that you can't even trust yourself because of what you might say and based on the actions you take, so obviously, you can't really trust anybody =/ Sometimes I don't even trust my parents for that matter because they're not always right and even though they WOULD know mostly of what is best for me, but I think I also know what is best for myself too. No one, I mean I repeat, NO ONE can be trusted. Most definitely not the guys that I like right now too. I made a vow so I should stick to it, I shouldn't be worried, I'm less worried now, it's his choice, and it's to whoever he chooses to be his, I'll be fine either way because only 2 months after his vow has been made, I'm graduating and moving onto college, so I'll meet other guys there, It won't be that much of a big deal, I just was hoping that I didn't have to go to WSU T___T But I'm kinda forced to so it's really whatever lol. I'm not looking forward to it really, the only thing I'm looking forward to is graduating. I should also make a vow as to where I'll have the best summer, well...I was thinking about it, but the only time I'm probably gonna have a good time is during Texas and that's it...other than that I don't really think my parents are even gonna lemme outta the house anytime earlier than this or any later for that fact -___- Damn parents. At least I'm getting a new cell this weekend and hopefully I can text more than I usually can. God damn it, why do my parents have to be such cheapskates FO REAL.
With the "issue" that I'm having now, I guess I should LOWER the amount of time that I talk to him and stuff, the both of them that is...because I'm thinking of what my cousin said, but then I'm also debating on what my old middle school friend told me too, they're really good view points coming from both sexes xD My cousin, which is a girl, she said that "if he's not devoted to you, you don't needta be" and that's definitely true! It's like ...I don't have a life if I keep chasing after them if they're not devoted to me and having feelings for some other girls and flirting with a whole buncha other girls!!! But then again...I also have the choice of keeping them close, that way when I'm ready....they just MIGHT be my options >.< Because just like my old middle school friend said...he said that since the other girl lives in a whole 'nother country, I have the advantage so I should take the advantage....but still...it won't change the fact as to where his heart is...and where it lies...is it still in for debate? Or has he kinda already made his mind? We all won't know until the time comes....when the time comes, then we'll know if his heart lies with her or with me...or possibly some other chick .... 0_0 I just wish I was more like the main character in my book...strong, hot, and lonely and doesn't care about the guys in the world LOL Honestly right now, I think his heart belongs to her, or somebody else that I might not know but I don't think he'd lie to me since he was honest enough to tell me he liked another girl other than me. =/ I mean....I'm sorry that I can't give more to him than what all that I have...I can't be any more "perfect" to attract his attention but it usually just depends on how the guy feels about a certain girl so I have no right to object to anything or to interfere with his love-life since it's his choice, and even if I was more "perfect" (I don't mean perfect, perfect but I don't know how else to put it so I'm using this term lol) I don't think he'd care because it's who he likes/loves that actually only matters. But they're GUYS you never know, men like to be lil devils.
The book I'm reading right now, makes guys look like nasty, perverted, jerks xD It's funny actually.
I'm hoping to read it some more today if I get the time. I kinda doubt it since I shoulda been studying for my test last night but I stayed up talking to him =/ I feel bad now. Well I'll still get an A in the class if I don't do good on my test anyway...but since I have to study for it during classtime I don't think i'll have the chance to read my book... :( booooo! It was getting good too =/ TODAY'S MY LAST DAY OF GOV. SUMMER SCHOOL BTW!!! WOOOOOT! I'm soo happy for myself, that I don't have to see those damn stupid, rude people anymore!! LOL.
Wish me luck, PEACE :)
I'ma senior babyyyy, Gonna have fun with my bestie next year! :D



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