I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Thursday, July 15, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"You! Shut the hell up!"
OH. MY. GAWD. This kid I swear!!! Ughhh!! I never knew he was gonna be this annoying!!! I mean, he's like a combination of rude, annoying, dumb, and just plain retarded!!! I'm cursed!!! Curse my niceness & wanting to be friendly towards people :/ look what happens now?! First I get stomped ALL over and now this kid is bothering the shit outta me!! First off, who is he to tell me that I should be proud of my country? If I've had my own experiences and shit, WHICH I SHOULD know myself, then he should leave me the fuck alone, it's not like I'm a big disgrace in the entire country ya know!! UGH then he's just pissing the fuck outta me because he reminds me of my dumbass ex that I dated for 6 nasty months!! Never going back there again. hahahaha. ANYWAY. He doesn't even know what dramas are??? WTH seriously? Common sense. "I'm not an internet video kinda guy" yeah well you're hella lame. Go play your games and get fat. (omg I'm so mean >.<) Sorry I'm just kinda mad right now. Who the fuck is he to tell me "you have to conquer your fears" NO DIP!!! I know that! He makes me sound like I'm just a little kid who's just learning things when in reality, I'm sure I know one hell of a lot more than that bastard! He makes me feel dumb, he makes me sound dumb, I'ma keep playing his ass back and show him who's smart around here!! I'm in the lead and I know what I'm doing. I'm smarter than him!!!!! UGHHH!!!! PIECE O SHIT.