I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Saturday, July 31, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"I feel intimidated more than ever in my entire life..."
Dayuuumm I just realized that I haven't done this in awhile, like ACTUAL blogging. Soooo now it feels weird but it feels off because I left it off for so long. Anywayy I just got back home from a longggg day, we went to the Cowley County Fairground in Winfield...and the rides were pretty fun, but then it got WAY too crowded. There were a ton of cute guys crawling around, but there were sluts too :/ of course. This one chick wore this SUPER short skirt that was all the way up to her ass and I was like ..."wtf was she thinking" & HAHAHAHA don't be thinking that I'm jealous just b/c she's getting all the attention because I can get attention my OWN way and I don't have to dress like a skank to do it! It's called charm? GEEZ. I think people there in Winfield are kinda racist too T_T I mean my brother and I went on this ride and the dude that was in charge of starting the ride ONLY came up to us and was like "When the ride is done....don't open this until I come over" and we both nodded our heads and I was like "WTF...was that?! Is it because we're Asians and you think we don't understand english well??" It was kinda weird, odd and off at the same time because he only said it to us....Winfield is the countryside of Kansas and mainly 95% of the population there are mostly WHITE people only. So I 5% don't blame them, but still.
I remember my dad telling me about the story of his first time taking his driver's test when he got over in america after about like a month or two...and the beginning where the DMV examiner asks you to turn on your turning signals, my dad didn't do it because he couldn't understand, she went over and then my dad rolled down the window and then she/he repeated and he still didn't do it, so then the person got angry and then told my dad to go back home and learn some english then left....WTF what kind of attitude is that?!
That reminds me, I was kinda mad at the guy who worked with the rides on our first ride for being rude,
I was about to tell his ass off like I wanted to with the lady at the mall with my mom and stuff but I didn't because we went there with my mom's friend and there were a lot of people (well i didn't really care about that) but I mainly didn't do it because I didn't wanna get kicked out and ruin everything and then piss my dad off and put everyone else in a bad mood. This sucks I need to learn to stand up and say something,....Ugh my niceness..