I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Friday, July 23, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"I've grown older, stronger, and wiser"
This must be one of the biggest accomplishments of my life! I feel like I've learned so much..just by following my heart...and listening and doing to what I think is right. Because of how much I've rebelled against my parents..I've learned SO much more than EVER. I'm not gonna try and screw up as much as I did my past 17 years. I feel like I've grown so much wiser after not crying over stupid boys and realizing that at this age and time, these boys are just gonna want me for stupid stuff...for show, ...for my body blah blah blah, they're not gonna want committment! Why did I ever want committment in the first place? BLEH. I'm stupid! Well WAS! I learned to stand up for myself now...after getting rid of those two who LIED to me. Them bastards, I'm not letting anyone get in my way, my life has already made that turn and I'm not gonna reverse and go back down the old road which would've eventually led me to a DEATH path. Being popular huh? Yeah, that's not gonna matter anymore in a couple of years!!! People are just people, they're all going to use you eventually!! You're gonna get backstabbed, you're gonna run into the biggest shocks of your life! Your life will slowly change! Popularity is nothing, especially when you're not good at something and isn't gonna do something about your own life!!! Everything happens for a reason!! AND even if you ARE popular it's gonna have to be for something reasonable and successful!! I'm not throwing my life away nor am I gonna trash it because of dumb people on this world!! I WILL LIVE ON. I feel so great telling people off for once and standing up for myself. I feel like I have to protect my own pride!! I feel like I've grown older, stronger and wiser and it's gonna continue to be that way. I promise myself that.