I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Monday, August 23, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"I was there once...now I've moved on"
Ugh, my ex tried adding me on fb again...I accepted it to see what the hell he wanted. I feel like a bitch acting this way, but he was a bad bf and he's so dumb. I gotta becareful not to fall for another delinquent, because I don't want one, nor a playboy. Enough about my ex. Let's talk about...NOW.
Sooo, the guy that I like that I'm still talking to....it feels like he's been hiding stuff from me :/ I just really feel it, I KNOW that he still has feelings for her, because it takes awhile for people to get over someone, and I KNEW how much she meant to him, there's no way in hell he's gonna get over things so fast, must've created so much memories together while they were over there T__T well him anyway. I don't wanna be fooled....I trust him a lot...and YEAH I KNOW I freakin' say that a lot and many times for many guys but seriously...there's just something about him...something no other guy BEFORE ever had...but anyway...even though as much as I show to care for him, it seems like it's no good, and doesn't do good at all...Ottoke? I don't know what to do...I feel like I'm just there, but as weird as how much I keep saying that, ....I CANNOT imagine us being together...AT ALL. Like ....I don't wanna ever date him because he's just THAT precious to me :( I don't wanna ruin our precious and beloved friendship....I adore him so much that I can't bring myself to date him...and yet I REALLY like him!! WTH! EXPLAIN THAT. I feel weiiirrrrdddd...I hope walking to WSU isn't that much of a pain in the ass though PAHAHAHA.