I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Tuesday, August 10, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"I'm still your little girl"
Even though I may still rebel alot...I'm actually a good kid, my parents just don't realize that because they just look at evetything on the outside and based upon the actions I do, that's just who I am but it doesn't make me a bad person. Sure I'm still a bit slow on everything else, like maybe learning on how to do stuff more in order to be a good mother/wife later on in the future....BUT >__< I feel alot wiser after deleting the kid that doesn't care anymore, ...and the thing with the other guy...I guess I've REALLY pushed those feelings away because I don't feel like I did before anymore, I feel so much better and so much smarter now, lets just hope that that's true -___-
But here I am makin' a ton of sacrifices from hanging out with my friends, just to make my parents happy, when I don't even get influenced that easily by other people :/ I'm slowly losing all the freedom I have...and I don't even have a choice either T_T I'm just slowly losing it even though I'm growing older by each day...because each day I learn something new, esp on TV xDDD ANYWAY seriously..I just hope this is ALL worth it..I just hope that all the sacrifices I'm making right now....are TRULY worth my time and that I will get something good in return for EVERY sarcrifice that I make I just wanna get something in return, something GOOD, and for the better...because I'm growing old...not young...I won't have a chance to be young anymore, and will not have a good time with my friends like I used to ....once I get into Med school....I won't even have that much time to hang or go on vacation or WHATEVER.