I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Saturday, August 28, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"I am....intimidated?!"
Okay so after playing badminton and coming in because my mom forced my lil bro and I to come inside, she starts telling me about how this chick who was 14 yrs old got raped by 7 guys, and she told her bf which brought her bf to shoot the guy who raped her in his penis and so now he's in jail and they're still trying to find the other 5 or 6 guys and this all happened over in this one neighborhood NOT far away from where I live at all...THEN it got me all paranoid.
Then...it happened, I went to go check my phone afterwards and saw this number call me and noticed that it didn't have a name, only a number...so I KNEW it wasn't anybody under my contacts, I checked under my contacts to make sure but NO ONE with that number, so I texted the number with shaking hands and asked "who is this?" but NO response...Only a phone call back! I got so scared I rejected the call then heard nothing since...I hope this isn't a mean prank...Now I'm just hoping to go back to school safe and sound and then have a friend that I know come up to me and say "Ohh heyy! I tried calling you" but that's FREAKISHLY weird though because they could've at leasted texted me back! WTF Now I'm super paranoid. I just don't wanna DIE. Man.....