I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Saturday, August 14, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"You make me worry about you"
For TWO nights in a row I've stayed up till 1-2AM in the morning and have been getting breakouts and the dark circles around my eyes are getting worse. Had to wear like 4 layers of makeup to cover that shit up. I wish I wasn't so cursed with dark circles, it's worse than I ever thought it'd be, it makes me sad. I'm not gonna stress about it though.
Well....2 more days until school :/ I love school, but then again I'm not really psyched about this year -___- I just wanna see and talk and hang with my best friends. Bleh. I haven't seen him in an entire month either. Last night was the most serious talk between us ever, I'm so glad I stopped holding back on asking him if he still had feelings for her, finds out that he's in pain right now because of her....I knew that he cared about her a lot ...but then he never meant to hurt me either, I told him that I really think he didn't deserve all of that, at some point I also felt like shit for not trying to understand him earlier and believe my guts on what I first believed was going on...Instead I kinda listened to other people and how I looked at it plainly on the outside, I overthought about it. It's not his fault, I KNOW that it's not his fault, I'm sure I know that he didn't do anything wrong. After all of this time I haven't looked down on him nor was I ever that mad at him...I couldn't stay mad at him...I had lots of hope in him.
Well enough with the sad talk, I'm gonna enjoy the last 2 days while I still have it 0__0 Gonna go see Karate Kid again today and it feels nice and peaceful not talkin to that dumb dude, he might get upset if I told him I went to go see that movie though LOL. I'm watching it for the 2nd time, I really recommend that movie, not just because I'ma fan of Jackie Chan but it WAS a good movie lol. (: