I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
NOTE**: I DO NOT OWN THE ICONS THAT ARE ON EACH OF MY POSTS, THE ICONS ARE CREDITED TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNERS, THANK YOU [CREDITS TO: K-pop Icons]
♥ Monday, September 13, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"Don't be sucha disgrace if you're 'going to be' a 'fan'..."
UGH this Crabapple chick...yes I'm calling her that from now on...don't ask why that name but ...it was the first thing that popped into my head. I don't wanna use her real initials just in case someone found about my real identity and blah blah blah. DRAMA. SHE DONT KNOW NOTHIN! She made fun of the real live action movie of Death Note and said that it probably sucks when she hasn't even watched it!!! She's so judgemental!!! Maybe that's why she doesn't like meh 0_0 I didn't do shit. Anyway. If you're gonna be a real kpop fan, anime fan, jrock fan etc etc. RESPECT THE CULTURE, RESPECT EVERYTHING ABOUT IT. Fugly bitch. :/ <-- SORRY. Excuse my language. That felt good though :/
Allow me to explain though...so that there are no misunderstandings because I'm a VERY nice and caring person in reality, it's just that I cannot stand for people who say or think they like this stuff when they talk about it. Jpop, Kpop, Jrock, anime, their live actions movies, and korean and japanese dramas ALL taught me about many things in life and have been around me since I was a little kid and it made me who I am today and I do NOT appreciate her saying shit like that on someone's wall on fuckin' facebook. I wanna shoot her. [I laughed when i said that :/] shameful.
ANYWAY. Asian culture has been revolved around me ever since I was a little kid and never have I left it. She should just go back to American stuff and her OWN culture.
NEVER should one judge without knowing a person first, or try to watch it first....badly worded...sorry, it just depends on what you're talking about xD