I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Saturday, November 13, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"Time to show what I got; Let the real battle commence"
It's time. & even though I have to be honest and really admit that I did not whatsoever put a lot of thought into this until last night. I guess it was because of how nervous I was since it was today. Also, it wasn't good for me to think about it early and have it stress me out and destroy my brain anyway, since I'm the kind of person who gets nervous and thinking pessimistically almost half of the times. I got to believe in myself, I got to do this for ME, my future, and for what's best. I gotta impress my parents and show everyone else what I'm capable of doing. If I win this competition....it will open up a door to many paths of opportunities I will be able to strive for because basically winning this will show me what my skills are, what I'm capable of doing, and my strengths and weaknesses so that I will be able to reach my goals in life.
Once I walk in, there's no turning back. Everyone there will be considered as competition EVEN when they're in the same group as me as well. Everyone wants the prize money. I'm not going to back down.
Me "failing" my ACT showed something :/
But I will figure that out later.
Right now, what's important is to get my mind cleared of everything!!!
& be prepared!
Dragon powers activate.
May the power of the longevity peach shine down on me.