I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Thursday, December 2, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"Wishing there is an 'easy way' out"
So...all of a sudden, the bad memories came back. Of the competition of course. Still, I think it is utterly the most absurdly ridiculous competition ever. It was very biased and unfair.
Anyway, I wanted to say a few things. Well weeks ago, we had a survey to fill out about school and scholarships in general. One of the questions asked "Do you think scholarships should be available and awarded to only those who have good grades?" something along those lines, and I said yeah. But my friend completely disagrees. The reason why I said I agreed to that is because:
1. People who do good in school DESERVE the money over the ones who are failing.
2. It's their responsibility to keep their grades up in the first place, if they're not doing their work, then what makes them think they deserve scholarship money?
3. I've seen poor people, and people who suffer in their lives from certain conditions STILL make good grades, so don't use that as an excuse. (It happens all the time in Asia)
4. Saying everyone should have a chance to win scholarship money is like saying that everyone or most deserve or should get a chance to win the lottery and get the thousand or million dollar prize when they don't, there are many conditions and circumstances in this world where not everyone should get a chance for everything because you wouldn't know what they would do with the advantage and whether or not if they truly deserve it.
5. Only offering scholarships to people in school with good grades will make an impact and influence those who do not do well to have them work harder and strive towards good grades in order to get offered scholarships.