"Don't blame me since you're the mostly the reason I am like this"
I hate my dad sometimes. It's because of his anger, and his bad attitude. & he says that I'm the one who has the bad attitude? Psssshhh chyea right. Has he ever considered that I could've possibly got it from him? I thought so. I'm tired of his BS. He makes me just wanna slap some sense into him sometimes. He pisses me off at times when I'm either in the worst mood ever or in the best/good mood. Sometimes I just wish I could leave this house along with all of my belongings and fly into a world I wanna be in, where I'm accepted and where non of the BS I get here, happens.
I hate running into things like this at a time when I'm super busy trying to get scholarships and finish my schoolwork. I'm WAY to stressed out for scholarships right now....DSI nearly haunted me for weeks, even 'till now. I HATE FAILING. I know it's natural but this is way too much for me to handle. :/
Then the shit that's going on with my 'supposed' "best friend" he doesn't really show that he cares. So it's wtf ever. Only true friends stick by each other's sides. If he doesn't want to, then fine. Then we're not friends, obviously. It's not like I haven't tried. True friends don't let their friendship just slip by and act like it never happened, if he thinks there's somebody out there who's better than whatever, cuz I was always there for him whenever he needed me, we went through a lot of laughter and had plenty of good times but he just overlooked all of that. Therefore, if he can overlook all of that, he can overlook our friendship too.
This is my EXODUS.
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Soooo, of course the results of the gore finalists HAD to be in the Eagle newspaper and my dad showed it to me yesterday. I'm so freakin' glad that chick who countered my answer didn't make it, but I still thought she didn't deserve 10,000 bucks, 'cause that's a lot of fuckin' money.
She was already wealthy, so she didn't even NEED it. ANYONE who can afford to go to an expensive religious private school can afford college. Fuck you. I hate rich people.
She was so snobby!!! UGH.
Life has always been the same, no happy endings, the evil person lives a healthy, extravagant life while the nice die soon from diseases or accidents!! People always say "just wait 'till karma" well you know what? I'm tired of waiting for karma to STILL hit those people who have done me wrong today, but NOTHING has happened to them yet!!!! How much longer do I have to wait? Till they die from old age?! >___<